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Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow we will celebrate the Idul Fitri day...
therefore, in this chance, I want to say..
Please forgive me for all my mistakes and for all my commission debt... really I want to finish all the commision so bad.
but I cant make it. I'm trying so hard here.
and Im sorry to being semi hiatus..
Sorry,forgive me, watashi wo yurushite kudasai.
maaf.
Minal Aidin wal faizin mohon maaf lahir dan batin.
therefore, in this chance, I want to say..
Please forgive me for all my mistakes and for all my commission debt... really I want to finish all the commision so bad.
but I cant make it. I'm trying so hard here.
and Im sorry to being semi hiatus..
Sorry,forgive me, watashi wo yurushite kudasai.
maaf.
Minal Aidin wal faizin mohon maaf lahir dan batin.
twitter is a poison
hey, sup? long time no see. Lately I got into twitter too much, like having addiction. morning wake up, I open twitter. in toilet, twitter. nothing to do, twitter. on the go, twitter. at night wanna sleep, nope, twitter first. I hate this kind of me. It makes me feel stupid, empty head, no life. I need another supplement for my brain.
No progression
Hey ssup. Not a best week here. Had breakdowns here and there for 3 days. felt overwhelmed at work and just wanted to run break the door out and go far away not coming back. and I actually did it. I skipped work just for get out from that hell. I became a work paranoid. I keep feel unsafe and need to escape asap. People around looks like still unwelcomed me. Boss like doesn't know what to do with me neither do I. I need a medication, I don't have energy to do therapy.
today's
hey ssup? it's been a centuries huh? anyway, long short story, today I skipped work and not telling my 'new' boss. it was unplanned at all. I wake up early, took shower, ate breakfast, get dressed, put make up on... but I kept whispering and half yelling to my self that 'I don't wanna go to work!' I was struggling to get up on my feet and drag it to get out from my room, but I couldn't the thought that I'll be in the office doing nothing and absolutely nothing, not even to talk to the office mates makes me anxious , uncomfortable. I hate that. so, instead of that, I went to get lunch outside and get a cup of starbucks to add another lump of my anxiety. I had breakdown last week, and I think tonight I'll get another one. I just can't help this uneasy feeling. I don't understand Should I get help?
Day 128th
I think I will be jobless for the rest of my life.
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