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a rollin' girl
is always in a dream that never will be coming true
there's so much noise inside her little head
she scratches it all around
she scratches it all around
"no problems" the word comes out so light
but in return it's gone to the air
it's a mistake, what a mistake
it's a matter of finding the add one out in the end
it rolls again!
"one more time, one more time"
"each day i will be rolling one more time"
so she says, so she says
as she plays the meaning of it to her spoken words
are u ready yet?
"not so ready yet"
"the future is still so far away to me"
"so im holding my breath, just now"
a rollin' girl
is faraway in wasteland beyond the colors u cant reach
those overlapping voices in the air
she mixes them all around
she mixes them all around
"no problems" the word came out so light
but now it vanished without a trace
she said that i dont give a damn
so lets cause some mistakes with me
she tempts me on this hill road
"one more time, one more time"
"i beg you to roll me one more time"
so she says, so she says
as she lays the meaning of it to unspoken words
are u ready yet?
"just one moment"
"it nearly should be here to show me something"
"so im holding my breath, just now"
"one more time, one more time"
"each day i will be rolling one more time"
so she syas, so she says
as she plays the sound of laughter to her spoken words
are u ready yet?
"i'm ready now"
"u must be so sick and tired of this"
"so i stop my breathing, just now"
-Hatsune Miku-
is always in a dream that never will be coming true
there's so much noise inside her little head
she scratches it all around
she scratches it all around
"no problems" the word comes out so light
but in return it's gone to the air
it's a mistake, what a mistake
it's a matter of finding the add one out in the end
it rolls again!
"one more time, one more time"
"each day i will be rolling one more time"
so she says, so she says
as she plays the meaning of it to her spoken words
are u ready yet?
"not so ready yet"
"the future is still so far away to me"
"so im holding my breath, just now"
a rollin' girl
is faraway in wasteland beyond the colors u cant reach
those overlapping voices in the air
she mixes them all around
she mixes them all around
"no problems" the word came out so light
but now it vanished without a trace
she said that i dont give a damn
so lets cause some mistakes with me
she tempts me on this hill road
"one more time, one more time"
"i beg you to roll me one more time"
so she says, so she says
as she lays the meaning of it to unspoken words
are u ready yet?
"just one moment"
"it nearly should be here to show me something"
"so im holding my breath, just now"
"one more time, one more time"
"each day i will be rolling one more time"
so she syas, so she says
as she plays the sound of laughter to her spoken words
are u ready yet?
"i'm ready now"
"u must be so sick and tired of this"
"so i stop my breathing, just now"
-Hatsune Miku-
twitter is a poison
hey, sup? long time no see. Lately I got into twitter too much, like having addiction. morning wake up, I open twitter. in toilet, twitter. nothing to do, twitter. on the go, twitter. at night wanna sleep, nope, twitter first. I hate this kind of me. It makes me feel stupid, empty head, no life. I need another supplement for my brain.
No progression
Hey ssup. Not a best week here. Had breakdowns here and there for 3 days. felt overwhelmed at work and just wanted to run break the door out and go far away not coming back. and I actually did it. I skipped work just for get out from that hell. I became a work paranoid. I keep feel unsafe and need to escape asap. People around looks like still unwelcomed me. Boss like doesn't know what to do with me neither do I. I need a medication, I don't have energy to do therapy.
today's
hey ssup? it's been a centuries huh? anyway, long short story, today I skipped work and not telling my 'new' boss. it was unplanned at all. I wake up early, took shower, ate breakfast, get dressed, put make up on... but I kept whispering and half yelling to my self that 'I don't wanna go to work!' I was struggling to get up on my feet and drag it to get out from my room, but I couldn't the thought that I'll be in the office doing nothing and absolutely nothing, not even to talk to the office mates makes me anxious , uncomfortable. I hate that. so, instead of that, I went to get lunch outside and get a cup of starbucks to add another lump of my anxiety. I had breakdown last week, and I think tonight I'll get another one. I just can't help this uneasy feeling. I don't understand Should I get help?
Day 128th
I think I will be jobless for the rest of my life.
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Yeah, really beautiful song! *___*